Post by * GOLDENWIND on Nov 25, 2009 22:43:19 GMT -5
GOLDENWIND
[/size][/center]Gender: She-cat
Age: 4 years.
Rank: Queen.
Appearance:
She-cats are envious of her, and Tom-cats feast upon her bodice like hungry rouges. Her whole body is just one big curve, her hips sway underneath her smooth shiny pelt every time she walks and her muscular shoulders poke out just enough from her glossy hide. Her chest puffs out a bit, then dips into her neck then her cranium. Her head is dished out and has an oriental look to it. Her long slender body is matched up with her long thin limbs. She contains the perfect balance between muscle and thinness, which makes her look like a dream come true to most males. Out from her well sculpted hips sways her long, full tail which also almost touches the floor she steps on.
Her fur is quite thin, spreading across her body and clinging to every twist and turn of her bodice. Unlike most cats, whose fur usually makes them look bushier, her pelt hugs her very tightly. Even though her fur is beautiful, silky, smooth, and unique, it doesn't provide much warmth in the harsh winter days and because of this she often has small colds through out the winter months. Unlike everyone Else's usual patterns. The stripes, splotches, solids, and all the other regular coat colors, her pelt is once again unique and exotic. Like the large felines only spoken about in nursery tails, her pelt contains small spots that resemble a cheetah. Her base color is the type of golden you would see streaming across the sky when the sun is setting, or the on the crisp, golden leaves during autumn.Stripes however, can be easily spotted on her tail legs, and face. Her facial markings resemble a tiger's almost. Most elder's think she is some beast reincarnated from the past. Her pelt is quite exotic and strange. No clan cats are usually seen with a pelt like hers.
If you ever would ask this beauty what she looked like, or to describe her appearance. She couldn't tell you. You may find this confusing at first on why such a beauty as herself would not be able to tell you what she looked like. Well, this is because behind her abnormally frosted amber eyes, she cannot see anything. In other words, Goldenwind is blind. Unlike some cases of blindness her eye color has remained the same, just a littler duller than it once was. Unfortunately, not as radiant as before. It seems at times, if you look into her eyes long enough that there is no soul remains behind them. No life can be detected within them. When Goldenwind lost her sight, something else died inside of her.
Personality:
Contrary to all of the rebellious, outgoing she-cats running around AshClan, Goldenwind does isn't so rambunctious or strong however. Goldenwind's mother was what the tom's would consider a 'proper she-cat'. She did what she was told, gave birth to as many kits as she was told, with whomever she was told to do so with. Her mother whom once was a regal cat, taught her everything that would supposedly earn respect in this strange world. Because of her upbringing, Goldenwind treats the toms with the up most respect, but carries herself with confidence, just like her mother once had. Her personality resembles that of a Queen's. She is very regal, confidant, loyal, and proper. You will never see Goldenwind curse, or do anything that she thinks would be foolish, or look bad.
You'd think at first sight, and rightfully so, that Goldenwind was nothing but another one of those she-cats who thought the world of themselves. Truth be told, however, Goldenwind actually and surprisingly has a very, very low self-esteem. This is another defect of her mother's teachings. She was taught to always feel lesser to the toms in camp. She was told constantly, being her mother's last prized female kit, that everyone male was better then her. All this quickly soaked into her young absorbent brain quickly. Even as a kit she wasn't allowed to romp around with her brothers or any of the other she-cat kits running around. Her mother kept her inside and taught her how to be a lady. To be honest with you, Goldenwind has never really actually, well, lived.
Deprived of everything most kits have been offered, deep inside where not even she can detect it, Goldenwind just really does want to be her own person. Not some robot that does what everyone tells her to do. It's hard to change something that's been programed to do something for so long. She wants to be daring, spontaneous, and completely and utterly ridiculous. She has never really gotten to enjoy a kit-hood or anything like a childhood. You can often see her facing the directions of the newborns romping around in the play yard, even though she cant see, you can almost see the longing look on her face.
Goldenwind also feels like a pest to the clan. Thanks to her incident, she never really got to complete her dreams, this leaves her restless and at night she often has terrible dreams. Reliving the nightmare every night it seems. Sometimes, if the dreams are vivid enough you can hear her yowls echo throughout the clan camp. Every time she takes a piece of fresh-kill from the pile, she feels guilty and worthless. She can't even properly take care of the kits she is assigned too. They had no other place for her, so they made her a Queen, Goldenwind isn't ignorant, and she realizes this. She has learned to accept it however, for she believes that Yarrow has a plan for everyone, and yes, Goldenwind is a firm believer in Yarrow and everything he has done down here. She thinks the toms treat the she-cats like this for a reason, and that one day it will all become clear to them.
If Goldenwind had two wishes they would be to get her eyesight back, and to find someone to love her and give her kits. Goldenwind is all for the whole romance game and wants someone to love her for who she really is, and to give her the kits she so desperately she wants. She wants to feel loved and accepted, just as all she-cats do at least once in their lives. It isn't really hard to win Goldenwind over, actually, just a few flirtatious words pretty much do it. When it comes to that kind of stuff Goldenwind is no more than a love-struck apprentice, running around fallowing any tom who flicks his tail in her direction. When it comes to looking for a mate, Goldenwind is even more aware of her handicap then before.
History:
Family Lines
Father: Hawkjaw - deceased
Mother: Redflower - deceased
Step-Father: Rainfoot - loner
Step-Father: Rabbitwhisker - deceased
Step-Father: Craneleg - unknown
Siblings:
Oakfoot - full brother -Hawkjaw-unknown
Jaytail - full brother -Hawkjaw-deceased
Sparrowpaw - full brother -Hawkjaw-deceased
Barkfur - full brother - Hawkjaw-deceased
Shadowfang - full brother - Hawkjaw-deceased
Iceheart - half-sister - Rainfoot's-loner
Robineye - half-brother - Rainfoot's- unknown
Grasspelt - half-sister - Rainfoot's - unknown
Stormface - half-sister - Craneleg's -deceased
Mousebelly - half-sister - Craneleg's - loner
Sunkit - half-brother - Craneleg's - deceased
I was going to write this huge history, and I did, but it basically rambled on a lot so I'm just gonna give you the rundown. Goldenwind once was a huntress, this was her life dream, but one day she got in a fight with a fox and it scratched both of her eyes. They got infected and she went blind. Her mother, obviously, had many love interests and eventually died from over breeding. Goldenwind disliked her mother, a lot. The rest of her many siblings and step-fathers died from multiple reasons. Only a few died from natural causes.
