Post by cedarpaw ! on Nov 23, 2009 20:58:11 GMT -5
CEDARPAW
[/size][/center]Gender: male
Age: 13 moons
Rank: apprentice
Appearance:
i'm ready for my close up
although cedar paw is young, he has been through a lot of trauma in his life. his body seems to bear witness to these events, as his shoulders are always slumped over, and he walks without confidence. he is a very lean cat, built much like a stick or a twig. his legs are long and spindly, with little muscle under his fur. his waist is very tiny, and the rest of his body follows this standard. his tail is about the size of the length of his body, and he is constantly swishing it back and fort in the air as if he was swatting a fly.
the color of his fur is like fog - silvery white with smaller flecks of dark colors scattered throughout. his eyes are the most magnificent piece about his face. each orb is like deep amber, with splashes of green and silver lining the outsides. his face is very angular, giving him an older look, and making him look wiser than he really is. the ears remind one of a bat, long and erect, able to catch even the smallest sound. he has a small, pink nose, atop a long muzzle, with spouts of whiskers spraying out of it.
his head is constantly held low, because of his self-esteem issue. he doesn't feel like he is good enough to be as handsome as he is, and this bothers him more than anything else that has happened in his life, even though the things he has lived through are far worse than what anybody could imagine for a young apprentice of his age to be able to live through.
Personality:
cedarpaw has a bit of a confidence issue. his mother had always told him how handsome he was as a kit, but then the sickness hit her, and she died. the sickness also killed his best friend, and sister, glazekit. ever since they died he had felt empty inside, and doesn't take any compliments or listen to anyone else's opinions about him. he only listens to his negative view of himself, and can't bear when others say he is lovely little apprentice.
in spite of his low confidence, cedarpaw is a very shy young tom. he is convinced that the suffragettes were right, but is too shy to speak out and run away to them. his old nanny had went with them, but he had heard she had already died a few moons after she left. he wants to break free from the mold of ashclan, but at the same time he knows he belongs there. his mother would have wanted him to stay in ashclan, and live by the traditions of their ancestors, so he stayed. his father was still alive in ashclan, but he was not sure who he was. his nanny had never told cedarpaw, but he could feel that his father was there somewhere. he liked to think it was a great and powerful warrior, and used this as an excuse to try to be more of himself and not be as shy, but it never worked out for him.
cedarpaw is best described as just one of those little apprentices, that does not do much, and only speaks when spoken to, and just a bit shy. he is respected mainly because he is a male, but if he was female he would be constantly taunted and talked down on because of his low self-esteem issues.
History: nope (:
