Post by ».larkPAW on Nov 21, 2009 21:01:40 GMT -5
LARKPAW
[/size][/center]Gender: femme
Age: eleven moons
Rank: apprentice (training to be a huntress)
Appearance: some cats may say that i'm cute, but i really disagree. some say that i'm growing out of that little stage where i was a cute, fluffy kitten, and skipped the awkward, tumbling part to become a graceful, beautiful, mature-looking female. some meaning my momma - who is dead now - and my brother, finchpaw. and although others tell me i'm pretty, i know that they can only mean it in a sort of roundabout way. because i'm not pretty - pretty normal, but not beautiful, everyone wants me sort of way.
lets start off with my fur. my brother has a darker, more prominent brown tabby pattern, but i take after my momma. my fur is shorter, and it's a lighter color - a mixture between silver and brown, but leaning more towards silver. black stripes entwine with it all around my legs and back - the only part of me that isn't striped is my underbelly, which is a creamy golden-white color. i don't have any pure white part on me. on my face is a small part - around my eyes to my nose - white is pure brown. it's still a lighter brown than my brothers, but it's enough to relate myself with him, if you look really closely.
i have a stronger build than my brother. i may sound like i'm full of myself right here, but really, it's the truth. my brother has some of the tiniest, thinest bones i've ever seen, compared to all the other apprentices. he's got some muscle, some strength, but i was built more precisely than him. my bones are firm and good, but they aren't oh-my-yarrow-you're-so-thin looking. i've got more muscle on my bones, which is why i'm better chanced at becoming a huntress than a nanny. but then again, i guess it's all up to yarrow, who decides what i become.
momma says i have the greenest eyes i've ever seen. to me, whenever i look into the water or something like that, i don't get it, really. they're darker than finchpaw's wishy-washy amber-green eyes, but they aren't really green green. i've seen real green - seen it on the green-leaf grasses and in the trees. i don't understand why mommas make such a big deal about these things, but i guess it's just a momma thing. she says that she can see my emotions whenever she looks into them, but i've been trying really hard to change it, just so i can prove that i'm mad when i'm really scared, and fight off my fear. if i ever meet a loner, or something like that, i want to be able to tell them to get off our land without having them comment on how i'm scared.
uh… other than that, nothing much to say. i have black paw pads and a brick-red nose. yeah… that's it.
Personality: uh, well, i really try to be more forward than my brother, finchpaw. even though he's the only brother i've got and he's always moping around, not talking to anyone, i really do love him, but he just seems so lonely, and i really don't want to end up like him, with one or two friends. so i try to speak to others a lot and tell them my opinion and become their friends, but apparently all the toms want is for me to be quiet and stop with my insight so they can flirt. and that's all tomcats do. they all just - save for my brother - flirt and laze around all day.
since moon six and seven, i think i've grown up a lot. i used to be a big blabber-mouth, always running on about some nonsense - even though it made sense to me. i decided to back off and just observe, instead of being in the center of camp, yowling out my complaints for the world to hear. instead, i guess i've grown into a little wallflower. i don't talk as much as i used to. i let others talk. finchpaw always says i am a lot more active in discussions than him, and that the others really like me.
when it comes to the tom/she-cat thing, i don't really mind it. except, it would be a little nice if i got to put in what i think more often. and sometimes i think it would be a little nicer if i was a warrior and got to fight. but i like the attention the toms give us. when they aren't arguing or pretending their important or treating us like trash, it's really fun to talk to them, even though you know that once they're done digging into your heart, they'll just go for another. it feels nice to be important to the clan, even if you aren't always treated better than the others.
i really like playing with others - it's a shame i can't wrestle without the toms telling me to get back to training or hunting or to just laze around camp. it's really sexist, but i'll survive. after all, wouldn't yarrow send some sign if he didn't agree with it? i believe in yarrow - i really do. without yarrow, i bet we wouldn't have food or water, and we wouldn't have come together to form ashclan, and i wouldn't ever have been born, because momma would have never met papa. i'm just really glad for my life.
talkative - playful - neutral - believer
History: lawl. still lazy...
